News much?

so it's been a while since i wrote anything, again. I feel so ashamed at my poor dedication to this blog....I AM SORRIES!!! ok just kidding, but since nobody actually reads my posts I guess it's okay to write as if I'm a little kid crying of how upset I am with myself. lol. well in actual news, nothing has happened, but the fact that I got a 1740 on the SAT and I'm expecting my scores for a practice test. I successfully learned how to play Intermission by Panic! at the Disco completely and accurately, so I'm proud of that. & I can't think of anything else to say besides the fact all is well and I'm super pumped for the tennis season that started a while ago & that SPRING IS FINALLY HERE! whoo! But for some apparent reason, winter has grown so attached to us that it still doesn't want to leave. But yea....that's all i can think of for now....so laters. XD

Bell & Koreaboo: Cube Audition 2011 - My Name, Dance Battle, Poker Face ...

this girl's really good. if anyone reads this, you guys should totally "Like" it on youtube & spread it around, i really think she should make it to the second round of the auditions.

btw, for those who don't know, this is for Koreaboo & JYPE's World Auditions...or simpler, a korean music company. =P

Sunday.

So it's Sunday. Ugh. Why? There's no point for today to be Sunday. It should be Friday. I still haven't done any of my homework, I need to make up old assignments, I didn't go to church, I didn't draw anything, I didn't practice piano, and I didn't do chores during the whole weekend. So overall, I just wasted 3 days. And yet, I'm expected to go to school tomorrow and then have another day off on Tuesday. What's the point of going tomorrow then? Stupid people.

So like, my weekend wasn't so great. Friday I came from school and did nothing, but sleep. Then I woke up early to go to SING to work on our backdrops for the show. When I got home, I did the usual: sleep. So my Saturday was wasted as well, and though I planned to wake up early today to do all my work, I slept in 'til noon. Then I started procrastinating with drawing grids on paint, reblogging photos on tumblr, writing about my parents and kpop, and facebook. Everyone probably knows what that's like. So here I am, doing nothing, but writing about how I spent my weekend doing nothing and standing on the brink of going insane if I can't finish my homework before I get kicked off the computer. Eh. T_T I guess I should start now.

so I leave you with a few photos I took this past week. =)

Ashamed.

So as a so called teenager in the 21st century, I have actually been caught up on some things, and I have to say I am ashamed that I haven't written on my blog in 7 months. Even though I only have one follower (T_T), I still wish to write as much as I can. My excuse for my absence for the past 7 months? Tumblr. Yes, I'm sorry I have turned to another blog, but it seems as if it's much easier, entertaining, addicting, and social. But don't worry, my blogspot still has value so I will continue to write, though I feel like if I have more to write here. =)

Well, I must continue procrastinating and sleeping, so I'll leave this here for now with a few photos of my old class ring I took yesterday on my way home from school. The colors of my chullo really caught my attention so I decided to use it as my background. =P

A Just War?

so its been like so long since i've posted anything so here's just a short essay (yes, i call it short) that i wrote for my english class.

When in war, people believe that their war is just, if not, then they wouldn't be fighting at all. I believe that there is such thing as a just war, but not all wars are just, but simply exaggerated reactions to disagreements that aren't serious or worthy to fight for. A war can be just if two groups or individuals are extremely determined to achieve or gain something that is valuable enough for violence to be used in order to reach that goal. Another reason why a war can be considered just is by the idea from Hammurabi's Code with the belief of “an eye for an eye” in which a group is greatly devastated from an attack of another and the only way to bring justice is by equally attacking during a war. A war can be physical, verbal, or mental, and therefore, under any circumstance, a war can become just depending on how a person or group may respond to an attack in a war, but both forces must also have the same capability to fight. Unfortunately, some people don’t take the consideration to make wise decisions when immediately reacting to attacks, and therefore some wars are simply pointless during all battles.

Many times in life, people hear of wars between countries, companies and businesses, groups of people, and individuals that seem worthless, ridiculous, and often ruthless. This, in reality, is something true as a result of how one responds in war. Throughout the years, we have witnessed great and strong warriors, soldiers, fighters, leaders, or whatever you wish to call them, but as always, there have also been inexperienced, weak, immature, and unprepared people sent to take the same responsibilities as those that are admired in war. Fighters that are strong, brave, and noble, are fully prepared in the battlefield with wise tactics and strategies for attacks, resulting in well-driven, well-fought, just wars, and many times, victory. If those who are not as great as some of these leaders do not learn and follow the examples set by these fighters, then there is a large chance that they won't have any just wars at all.

For centuries, man has lived in some sort of argument with others, leading to some sort of war, usually verbal among the simplest of disagreements. Unfortunately, in order to win an advantage in one’s position in war, some forces or people decide to start massive attacks on the opposing side, causing extreme distress, setbacks, and destruction. The attacked side should then have the right to attack in a way that the opposing side will be equally affected, but rather than being too ruthless, one must attack in a manner that is somewhat moral. By psychologically attacking the other side, not only would one satisfy the idea of “an eye for an eye,” but avoid the guilt of cruelly killing or destroying some thing physically and with one’s own hands. With this ideal, one is bringing justice and doing so in an ethical way. It is in cases similar to this that a war can also be considered just.

When two opposing forces are constantly fighting for a worthy cause, then their war is just. A war in which two forces are fighting under the idea of Hammurabi’s code, they are also fighting with determination of surviving and protecting something valuable. In many cases, family, a nation, love, economy, and other prized possessions are things of great value and worthiness in which one may fight for. By setting one’s mind in reaching a goal as in protecting something of such value, then by fighting for that goal, a war is just. Not only can a war be just by having a constant mind set on persevering in achieving something in war, but by doing so, one can demonstrate strong and inspiring strategies in war and equally defend oneself while bringing justice to those who may have attacked and hurt you.

Confusion (copied frm my LJ post)

It's been a while since i wrote anything, but then again, i never actually wrote anything. Like many people of this world, i live to try to join as many clubs, websites, forums, etc, and simply be a part of anything and everything. The actual question is: what is the actual purpose of doing all of this? Anything you write will be forgotten, even if some reads it or not and has a laugh, sheds a tear, or thinks about how useless something seems to be.


Joining social networks seems pointless if one doesn't socialize with every one of your "friends." If you don't socialize with your "friends," then some might not consider then your friends, while those you do socialize with seem to share so much with you in interests and conversations, but do they really have so much in common? Shouldn't be one's interests be like their DNA? Completely different from others' since we all enjoy different things and have a completely different point of view on things though they might seem to be the same. So in reality we have nothing in common with others, and therefore when "socializing" with "friends" your basically living in confusion for you believe you have the same interest or point of view as others, and though some may say "opposites attract" why do we socialize with those we believe we relate to rather than those that are opposite from us? Many respond by saying that you have more things to talk about if people share a common interest, but since technically no one shares the same interest or point of view, there is nothing to talk about, therefore we have no actual friends. Therefore every person is a lonesome person. We all live in loneliness and confusion. If you wonder why we live in confusion, since you took the time to read this, take the time to reread it and see if you truly understand what you read or if you are confused, just as every other person that "exists" in this world. If you claim that you understand what you just read, take the time to look around you and analyze everything to see if you actually understand anything at all, and you most likely end up in confusion and eventually forget what was the original purpose of everything. This is when this post will be forgotten and left here for someone else to be confused. =)

...전 혼란 스러워요
...이런, 그럼 안녕
byebye =)

Virtual Rubik's Cube

I was bored so i figured...why not add a rubiks cube on here? ^^

Virtual Rubik's Cube